So I have been a non writer for a while....

Wow I looked back and my last post was pre Memorial Day!  So much has happened, good and bad.  My emotions and thoughts have been all over the place, I have had questions I don't dare ask because I am afraid of backlash from simply asking a question.  I have to believe that I am not the only one that has been in this position.  The question is what do I want to do about it?

Some of my questions are admittedly more of a devil's advocate question and some are actual curiosity, but I don't see this time being accepting of either type of question.  But I have determined what I think is the right course for me, which may be different than what is right for someone else. 

I am troubled by things that are going on in the world and specifically in the US, I feel that there are too many loud voices at the extreme; from both the 'Left' and the 'Right'.  They are prohibitively loud and drown out the voices that are looking for commonality to celebrate and use that common ground to explore how to work together to advance society and not simply a segment, advancing everyone is best in the long term.  Are there segments of society that need some extra attention and help, certainly and there are certainly times where we need to focus on one aspect more than others but certainly not to the detriment of the whole.

I need to think about how I want to go forward, does it make sense for me to end my Padawan blog?  If not what should I write about?  Hrrrm decisions.

In the mean time I will do my best to continue to work on cultivating my business, creating a happy and productive home, and support my family and myself.

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